stuck.

argh, can’t seem to figure out how to start of my point for my DEP case. It’s strange that’s happening just 3 days after my last debate. I don’t know what happened, maybe those 2 days of brooding over the silver really got into my head. For some reason I just can’t seem to be [...]

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and so it ends….

just laid down my blazer for the last time as a cat high debater. not exactly in the best state of mind right now to write a post. but bottom line is, we lost. the finals.
Singapore Secondary School’s Debating Championships, A division (2007): Runner-up.
2nd best team in singapore.
satisfied? no.
but there’s nothing i can do, and [...]

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now or never….

a year of hard work, comes down to six minutes.
this is it.
the cca that made me spend countless hours in school
the one that constantly made me one of the last few people to leave it.
the one that made me completely shagged by the time i reached home
the one that pushed me pass me limits
the one [...]

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21 hours.

still in school, with the match starting in 21 hours time. i’ve practically disappeared off the face of the earth these 2 days, haven’t even seen most of my classmates. Still, there’s no turning back now.
Fucking tired and shagged. Same as yesterday.
Finals.
still can’t really believe that’s so.

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almost there…

2 more days. Finals. lol, the thought of speaking using a microphone to hundreds of people is really scary. This’ll be much bigger than the Hwa Chong or VJC finals. so much bigger…. argh
and looks like we’ll have to help the sec 2s for their youth 14s. so i’ll still be part of debates i [...]

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Coffee sucks. Period.

My tolerance level for it is really low. Despite drinking it roughly 9 hours ago, it’s keeping me awake at this hour, i’m actually typing this on my phone in the dark while lying on my bed. I simply can’t fall asleep. Instead i feel so awake that i think i could prep my case [...]

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a day of oddities.

Met up with Arianto and tze kai at the cathay starbucks for prep. Ended within 2 hours, and tze kai left. But arianto and i stayed on to do all sorts of shit, talk cock, watch a shit load of youtube videos and then he played dota while i did my english essay which was [...]

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5 more days…

so many things to do, case, dep case, homework….
no time at all..
time to hit the sack for now…

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never ever been so mentally drained…

Read at least 60 odd pages on terrorism for 7 hours first, and I was already brain dead by the end of it. Then went to the B/C div finals (which I’ll blog about another time) before reaching home at like 11.30. Was too lazy to start working on my DEP case until later (yes [...]

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staring.

as i sit here in the debate room having skipped lessons early to train for the finals, we’re taking a short break, and I’m staring at the DEP application form. Unsure whether to begin filling it in or not. If I weren’t in the finals now, I’d be filling it in right now. But it’s due [...]

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